My God, When?

MY ~GOD, WHEN?~

PART 1.

I went to Daniel's wedding ceremony with joy, some weeks ago, but I disrupted the whole thing 😭😭😭.

I thought I had moved on in life, little did I know that I was yet to be healed. The garment of bitterness was still on me.

"Damilola, why did you do this? I said to myself. The embarrassment was just too much. I wish the ground could swallow me alive.

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I just wish I was that bride.

The way the groom carried the bride made me cry.

"Gosh!!!!" I wish I was the one he carried.

"Daniel 😭😭😭😭😭😭why did you do this to me." I said to no one in particular.

I tried to manage my tears from pouring like a tap. I couldn't.

The little self control I had was just 5%. I just felt like leaving this world.

"Well!!" I was warned not to attend his wedding ceremony because of what he did to me.

I was so adamant. I thought I had moved on in life, not until I heard "you may kiss the bride"

To be sincere, I closed my eyes, expecting someone to kiss me, after some seconds, I opened my eyes only to see people clapping for the couples.

I accepted my fate but I was broken. I wasn't fully healed.

The little voice in me told me not to attend the reception but I still carried my legs, down to the reception hall.

I acted like someone very happy for them, but I was bittered. I was broken.

Well, I wouldn't have gone in the first place, but Daniel invited me to his wedding ceremony.

Everything became worst when he carried Darasimi.

It was as if I should strangle her right away.

How could she snatch my ex-boyfriend from me.

How on earth could she do that despite all I passed through just to make life easy for Daniel.

😭😭😭I really helped Daniel. I was always there for him. Ever since he lost his mum, I stood by him.

I paid his school fees because he promised to marry me. I came from a rich home but he wasn't from a rich home.

I really did a lot for this guy. See how he paid me.

😭😭I gave him my virginity 😭😭. I aborted 4 times.

Yet, he settled for another woman.

I didn't know when I started crying.

Many people left their tables to attend to me.

"Madam, what is wrong with you? " A woman asked.

I couldn't utter a word. I was just crying.

To be sincere, it became a scene.

After some minutes, my eyes met with Daniel's eyes. I became bittered.

"Daniel, it shall not be well with you, for all you've caused me" I said.

I don't know if he heard me. He concentrated on his wife.

I was dragged out of the hall by some women.

It was the most embarrassing moment of my life.

I wish I didn't go to the party.

But, I went.

My life became worse.

The embarrassment was too much for me to bear.

Who was Daniel to me? How did we meet?



Tbc