My God, When?

~MY GOD, WHEN?~

Part 2.

I curse the day I met Daniel.

I regret ever meeting him.

I did a lot for this guy yet he betrayed me.

If only I had stabbed him that night I caught him red handed having sex with my best friend.

If only I had poured hot water on the two of them.

😭😭😭😭The two of them were deep into the act, right inside my own house.

I wish I could have killed him.

I just wish him dead.

What happened some weeks ago made me very angry and bittered towards him.

Gosh😭😭😭😭😭 You can't understand what I feel.

Put yourself in my shoes. What would you have done?

I know you'll be wondering how we met👇.

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I'm Damilola Oluwaseunara. I came from a very wealthy family. I happened to be the only child of my parents.

Before they could give birth to me, it really took years.

Yes, my parents had delay in childbearing. After giving birth to me, all attempts to give me just a brother or sister were futile.

Since I was the only child of my parents, I became the apple of their eyes. My dad showered me with love. I never knew what suffering was until I met Daniel.

I attended the best school in town. To crown it all, God blessed me with brain. I'm a very brilliant lady. My teachers loved me. I represented my school in competitions both inter and intra-state competitions. I became a shinning star.

Many people visited my school just to see that brilliant student (me).

My dad was so proud of me.

In fact, every parent wish their daughter was like me.

Yes, my parents really tried their best. They did not fail to train me in the way of the Lord.

I gave my life to Christ at the age of 12. I loved God passionately.

I wasn't privileged to have a boyfriend while in secondary school because my mum told me not to allow any guy to touch me.

She told me if any man touched me, belle straight!!!!

I ran away from guys like plague because I didn't want my stomach to be big.

In fact, I detest the males in my class.

Ordinary shaking of hands was a taboo for me because I didn't want to touch guys.

Well, I got to know that "don't let a guy touch you" was a myth when I was admitted to the University . Maybe I didn't understand mum very well.

I wrote my JAMB and WAEC just once. At one sitting.

So, I was admitted into the university of Ilorin at the age of 18 to study Medicine and surgery.

My dad believed I was going to be a good girl in high school. He believed I was going to make him proud in life.

Well, my story changed immediately I became friend with Daniel. It changed for good and bad. At first, we were just normal course mates.

During my 100 level, first semester days, I was very focused. All that was on my mind was read, go to church, visit library...

To the extent that when my first semester result came out, I was among those students whose names were on the dean list (those who had first class).

Daniel was also a medical student.

His result was woeful.

"Damilola, I want to see you." Daniel said.

And that was how we started.

He told me he wanted me to be his reading partner.

I didn't object. I believed we could actually help ourselves.

We continued as reading partners. We read in the library together. We read in class as well.

At a point, he started coming to my house to read. I also went to his house to read.

Immoral thoughts weren't flooding my mind. I so much believed Daniel was a well disciplined person. He looked like a serious and churchy guy (spirikoko).

But, one day 😭😭😭....

Tbc